Tuesday, April 29, 2003
[Mood | Close to tears]
Today I am speaking for a little bit at the service. Thank you everyone who visited the website. He has so many friends and I'm very glad for that.
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Serge:
The more and more I think about you, I feel more frantic and a more of a need to you. I could tell you anything and you never judged me or said anything to make me feel bad. Actually, you were the one always apologizing. You were and are one of a kind and I think there will forever be a hole in my heart.
I don't know how I'm going to react seeing you lying in the coffin.
The song: One Sweet Day by Mariah Carey and Boyz II Men reminds me of the things I want to say, so I'm going to post the lyrics here for everyone to see:
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Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be togetherOne sweet day
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
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I'm so sorry I never told you how much I loved you. My heart aches just thinking of you. Now that you're gone, Ian, Mimi, and me have gotten so much closer. Especially Ian and me. I just want you to know that Ian and I were there for as long as we could be. I just want you to know we both cried for you. I just want you to know that we'll love you now and forever.
Someday I'll see you again, so hopefully you'll welcome me with open arms.
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Well I just hope that I can stay strong for his family. Even though its hard, I know it will all be ok. Like he said in my dream before he died "everything will be ok..."
"Call me back later if you're bored."
~Joanna~
[Weather | Serge's favorite, 60* weather]
[Listening | Nothing]
Today I am speaking for a little bit at the service. Thank you everyone who visited the website. He has so many friends and I'm very glad for that.
Serge:
The more and more I think about you, I feel more frantic and a more of a need to you. I could tell you anything and you never judged me or said anything to make me feel bad. Actually, you were the one always apologizing. You were and are one of a kind and I think there will forever be a hole in my heart.
I don't know how I'm going to react seeing you lying in the coffin.
The song: One Sweet Day by Mariah Carey and Boyz II Men reminds me of the things I want to say, so I'm going to post the lyrics here for everyone to see:
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be togetherOne sweet day
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
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I'm so sorry I never told you how much I loved you. My heart aches just thinking of you. Now that you're gone, Ian, Mimi, and me have gotten so much closer. Especially Ian and me. I just want you to know that Ian and I were there for as long as we could be. I just want you to know we both cried for you. I just want you to know that we'll love you now and forever.
Someday I'll see you again, so hopefully you'll welcome me with open arms.
Well I just hope that I can stay strong for his family. Even though its hard, I know it will all be ok. Like he said in my dream before he died "everything will be ok..."
"Call me back later if you're bored."
~Joanna~
[Weather | Serge's favorite, 60* weather]
[Listening | Nothing]
Labels: high school, SBD
