Monday, May 05, 2003
[Mood | -_-]
Sorry about being so morbid and depressed lately, but I can't exactly help how I feel.
Anyway, last night was the last prayer service for Serge. Ian, Kris, Allen, YaYa, Alex, and I hung out in his room afterwards. It was nice just sitting in his room. His bottle of Hugo Boss brings back so many memories of how I loved how he smelled. Then just looking at his clothes and all his things. It was a strange feeling. They found all his things, his cell phone, palm pilot, wallet... There are so many things. So many memories. It was nice to talk like he was still among us. I mean I like the feeling that he's still among us, but I'd rather him be in heaven already, looking down upon us.
I've been to so many religious ceremonies. Being in a prayer service is so strange. I can't believe I remember a lot of the hymns. I don't ever want to go to another funeral or prayer service ever again. EVER AGAIN. EEEP! Everyone has to live forever!
Ok, well I'm going to go now to school. Love everyone lots, stay safe.
~Joannie~
[Weather | Wet]
[Listening | Radio]
Sorry about being so morbid and depressed lately, but I can't exactly help how I feel.
Anyway, last night was the last prayer service for Serge. Ian, Kris, Allen, YaYa, Alex, and I hung out in his room afterwards. It was nice just sitting in his room. His bottle of Hugo Boss brings back so many memories of how I loved how he smelled. Then just looking at his clothes and all his things. It was a strange feeling. They found all his things, his cell phone, palm pilot, wallet... There are so many things. So many memories. It was nice to talk like he was still among us. I mean I like the feeling that he's still among us, but I'd rather him be in heaven already, looking down upon us.
I've been to so many religious ceremonies. Being in a prayer service is so strange. I can't believe I remember a lot of the hymns. I don't ever want to go to another funeral or prayer service ever again. EVER AGAIN. EEEP! Everyone has to live forever!
Ok, well I'm going to go now to school. Love everyone lots, stay safe.
~Joannie~
[Weather | Wet]
[Listening | Radio]
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